ColuMN OF SELF
Repair process

Repairing your Column of the Self brings a sense of existence and self-awareness, the ability to set boundaries, a feeling of inner strength, the ability to express yourself more easily, and a greater sense of grounding. The Column of Self Repair Process guarantees permanent results.

Results – What It Does

The Column of Self Repair process is part of what are known as structural repair processes.

This process provides the person with a constant sense of existing and being themselves.

This is not a feeling or a mental concept, but rather a genuine physical experience that is lived and integrated.

When this Self Column is repaired, it creates a sense of being solid internally (physically and psychologically), being more grounded within oneself, and being able to express oneself and assert oneself more easily: being able to say no, set personal boundaries.

Explanation of the Column of Self

We discovered that the sense of being oneself, of existing as a distinct individual, is felt along the vertical bodily axis, from the upper torso down to the pelvis, in what resembles a column, located just in front of the spinal column inside the body.

This perception of the Column of Self corresponds to a specific cellular structure within the: the arrangement of genes within the cell nucleus.

In approximately 70% of the population, this structure is damaged, resulting in various problems in the Column of Self:

fears, dread, angst, anxiety
existential dread
existential emptiness
a sense of void in oneself
confusion
not knowing who one truly is
not having a clearly defined personal identity
personality fragmented into several others
identification with rigid roles, wearing masks (chameleon effect)
decision-making based on external circumstances
highly mental and reflective (logical) decision-making instead of instinctive decision-making
etc.

Most people adapt relatively well to this structural problem, but remain trapped by certain existential fears and other symptoms:

Who am I? What is my role? How do I exist in this world? etc.

A fragmented Column of Self also creates more inner conflict and greater difficulty healing psychological and emotional problems.

It also promotes somatization.

Symptoms

- Personal identity and self-expression

Symptoms may appear in this form:

I do not know who I truly am, I have no identity
I do not exist, I am without substance
I feel like an empty shell
I want to please everyone and I no longer know who I am
I live for others instead of myself
I need to find myself, find out who I am
I feel as though I am not real; my voice when I speak does not truly come from me
There is a disconnect between what I say and what I truly want to say
I cannot express myself, I lose my words
I do not know how to say no
I feel fragile, not solid enough
I do not feel grounded within myself
I cannot center myself, I have no inner center
I feel indecisive when making decisions
My decisions are long/complicated and based on logic
I change my mind very often

- Identification with role

These roles may be linked to our profession (I am a teacher, I'm an artist), our family position (I am a father, I am a wife, etc.), or other social roles, etc.

They also give us the experience of being a chameleon, of being able to adapt to different people or situations, adapting our speech, behavior according to the person we are speaking to or the context.

In cases of extreme damage, multiple personality disorder (now known as dissociative identity disorder) may be found. The column is separated into several pieces that do not communicate, creating the impression of having multiple personalities.

Symptoms may appear in this form:

I identify with various roles; I feel as though I do not exist outside of these roles
I identify with my passion, an opinion, a culture, something trendy (I am a fan of this or that artist, I am a democrat/republican, I am from a certain background, etc.)
I feel like a chameleon, I adapt to others (to connect, to please them)
I adapt what I say depending on the person I am speaking to or the context
I struggle to find what I want to do in life outside of these roles
If my identity is threatened in a conversation, I absolutely must defend my point of view, I must be right!

- Fears, Terrors, Anxiety, Dread, Anguish

These fears of losing the roles we identify with make us rigid. If we lose this role, we may experience great existential void/emptiness, dread/anguish/anxiety, or even the sensation of being annihilated, that our life no longer has meaning, or a feeling of abandonment. These fears, terrors, dread, anxiety, and anguish may also be triggered during activities or anything else that could place the role we are currently identified with in “danger.”

Symptoms may appear in this form:

I experience anxiety, fears, existential dread (public speaking, doing a new activity, developing something new, reaching a goal, etc.). There are many possible causes for this and not only the Column of Self.
I need to have highly defined and rigid roles, otherwise I feel anxiety, fears, existential dread/anguish, or I feel a horrible emptiness inside me
I experience anxiety and anguish during periods of major change
I experience anxiety and anguish when interacting with new people or when I am in new situations
I experience anxiety and anguish when I try to go to my center or when I meditate

These problems generally arise when a person loses their role in life. It turns out that for some people, a rigid self-identity tied to a role was a defense used to avoid feelings of annihilation and terror at the core of their body.

If their ability to play their role is blocked for any reason (they are a teacher who is fired, a mother whose children have left home, etc.), they begin to feel fear and anguish, and either try to cling to the old role or adopt a new one to keep these difficult feelings at bay.

- Identification with one’s parents

Another aspect of the Column of Self is that our genes come from both parents; a transitional issue may create a strong sense of identification with one parent (or both).

This problem prevents a person from being aligned with themselves, following their unique life path, and being fully satisfied in life. There is an unconscious sense of needing to follow and fulfill the desires and life ambitions of one’s parents.

Symptoms may appear in this form:

I have a very close/co-dependent relationship with my mother and/or father (my mom is my best friend!)
I have a difficult/distant relationship with my mother and/or father
I have the same passion and hobbies as one or both of my parents
People often tells me how much I'm like my father or my mother

- Confusion bubbles

The Column of Self may present various problems. One rather strange issue is the presence of what resembles air bubbles inside the column. These bubbles have a distinct psychological effect: the person feels confusion and fragmentation. This problem varies depending on the size and number of bubbles inside the Column of Self.

This issue can sometimes be confused with what is called “Shattered Crystals” (also known as Dispersed Focus), where the person has difficulty keeping their attention on one subject at a time.

Symptoms may appear in this form:

I am confused all the time
I feel internal confusion
I'm confused when trying to make a decision/a choice